Friday, August 12, 2011

Forty Weeks, Six Days: Not Annoyed

I posted an update yesterday on Facebook, letting folks not that my NST/BPP were fine, girlie is just way too comfortable in there to come out of her own accord.

A couple different people responded, "wow, that must be annoying."

Which made me realize, despite my fatigue (bad luck with sleeping last night... I don't want to name names, but SOMEONE was kicking me in my ribs in a painful way during the night), that I'm not annoyed.

This has gone beyond annoyance... to amusement. This has all, so far, played out so differently than I imagined.

Because of my experience in the NICU, I was convinced I was going to give birth early. Pretty much from 34 weeks on, I thought each and every day... okay, today could be the day. I was even worrying quite consistently from 24 weeks.

But it never occurred to me that I would go late.

And here I am.

But girlie and I are both disgusting healthy -- BP is holding steady at 100/70, I dropped a pound (presumably of fluid) from my three pound gain last week, heart beat is perfect at around 150, and She scored an 8/8 on the BPP.

And most nights, I sleep at least eight hours, with only one brief trip to the bathroom (sorry to brag about that!).

And sooner or later, I will have a baby. Next Tuesday sounds nice, but Sunday is the absolute latest.

I'm so far past when I hoped to deliver (between 39 and 40 weeks) that I've sort of given up caring about the details of when she actually arrives.

So, I feel like I can't complain.

Not that I don't reserve the right to do so... as I have already done, especially last week... in the future.

2 comments:

  1. Glad you and Lentil are going strong and getting sleep. That is amazing...I felt worse lying down by that point.

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  2. You do sound more mellow. :) Glad it seems like you are more comfortable than usual for this time in a pregnancy. Thanks for sharing how your mind and feelings have shifted over the last week. It's such a journey, and you have weathered it well. Funny about not ever thinking you would go late; I'm imagining I would never think that either (although now thanks to you, if I get there I will be more prepared).

    On the Mom front, I know you will do great! Just keep taking it a day at a time. Do you have someone staying with you or bringing food when you come home? Wish I lived closer and could bring some food and be available for errands etc. Sending good thoughts, Kristina

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